Felling a lot better today. Talked to some TRUE friends, listened to some Green Day, and I'm feeling like my old self again.

I did do something that I almost regret yesterday though. I ended my friendship with Mike...only to be completely forgiving to him less than 12 hours later. The story of my life, people.

It's a VERY long story so I won't tell it here. But I will say that the email that I wrote last night was something I felt at the time that I should do. And while I do not regret writing the letter, I just wish I would have thought a thru a little more before writing it. I love Mike very much, more that I thought I could love anyone after James. And Mike is the whole reason I got over James and didn't stay a complete emotional wreck over it. Mike has listened to all my stupid teenager stories when he could be out doing much better and more interesting things. He's had patience for me through everything and now he needs me and what do I do? I write him a letter telling him that I never want to hear from him again. I'm a bad person.

Andi