As the days go on, I find myself wanting John again, and even more the second time around. I called myself "getting over him" for about a week or two, and then the teacher put us right next to each other (I think she meant to do that) and then the feelings came back. That smell of his Axe, that carelessness of his hair that I try and sneak in a touch or two every now and then, and those blue eyes...oh, those blue eyes! I know you may have read this in a book or somewhere before, I truly feel sometimes that when he looks at me, he can see straight threw me and knows everything I am thinking which causes me to sometimes look away...and that scares me. I can remember the last time I had a crush, what I can't remember is the last time I ever thought about acting on it.

BUUUUUT, in other news

Got "Fever to Tell" by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. May I just say that if you have been feeling the same way about music as I have (Like..."hmmm, that Simple Plan and New Found Glory sure did killed punk") you NEED THIS CD! MUSIC IS NOT ALL THE WAY DEAD...just disabled...but that's okay! Cause it LIVES!

Why this CD rocks so hard: Well, come on guys, this is the freakin YYYs! But other than that stated fact, Karen O (leadsinger of course) has written such great verses as:

"Cold light
Hot night
Be my heater, be my lover
And we can do it to each other"- "Cold Light"

"Boy you just a stupid bitch
And girl you just a no good dick"-"Black Tongue"

"I gotta a man that makes me wanna die
I gotta man that makes me wanna diel
I gotta man that makes me wanna...
Yeah, I gotta man that makes me wanna die
Say we're all gonna burn in hell
Say we're all gonna burn in hell"-"Man"

They rule.